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(Monday, April 30, 2007-)
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# Capital.-

I hate capital letters.

They scare me.

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# If I really loved you.-

Click for larger image.

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(Sunday, April 29, 2007-)
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# Universe. 2-

Well I think we've sorted all that out now. If you'd like to know, I can tell you that in your Universe you move freely in three dimensions that you call space. You move in a straight line in a fourth, which you call time, and stay rooted to one place in a fifth, which is the first fundamental of probability. After that it gets a bit complicated, and there's all sorts of stuff going on in dimensions 13 to 22 that you really wouldn't want to know about. All you really need to know for the moment is that the Universe is a lot more complicated then you might think.

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# Happens.-

Anything that happens, happens. Anything that, in happening, causes something else to happen, causes something else to happen. Anything that, in happening, causes itself to happen again, happens again. It doesn’t necessarily do it in chronological order,though.

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(Saturday, April 28, 2007-)
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# Universe.-

There is a theory which states that if ever anybody discovers exactly what the Universe is for and why it is here, it will instantly disappear and be replaced by something even more bizarre and inexplicable. There is another theory which states that this has already happened.

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# Candles-

There are 32 days till your next birthday,
on which your cake will have 20 candles.

Those 20 candles produce 20 BTUs,
or 5,040 Calories of heat (that's only 5.0400 food Calories!).
You can boil 2.29 ounces of water with that many candles.

Yes, as well as increase the toxic levels of the household by --% /*Nikki, remember to research on this.*/

Burning candles emit pollutants such as benzene, styrene, toluene, acetone and particulate matter. Some core wicks have even been found to be made of lead.

Death by candlelight.

How tragic.

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# Feeling-

It's a funny feeling, waking up one morning, realizing...:)

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(Friday, April 27, 2007-)
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# Insert.-

Insert smile here.

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(Thursday, April 26, 2007-)
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# Serendipity-

Serendipity is the effect by which one accidentally discovers something fortunate, especially while looking for something else entirely.

So does this mean I have to look for someone else just to find you?

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# Ghosts. II-

Ghosts.

They can come back to haunt you over and over again.

But they still can't change the fact that they are dead.

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(Wednesday, April 25, 2007-)
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# Cry-

You never fail.

Never fail.

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(Sunday, April 22, 2007-)
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# Stay awake.-

Will you stay awake for me?

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# Missing.-

Something to do out of boredom. And heat exhaustion.:)

Cuuuuute!

That's my sister, by the way.:)

I miss the beach. Just burrying myself in the sand. Staring at the horizon where the sea meets the sky. Watching the sunset. Listening to the sound of the waves as they crash into the shore. When, for a moment in time, you don't have to think about anything... Don't have to think about anything.

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# Switch-

1 AM.

Can't sleep.

Can't stop thinking.

Now wouldn't this be nice?

CLICK.

SHUT DOWN.

ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT TO SHUT DOWN NIKKI'S BRAIN?

NIKKI'S BRAIN IS NOW SHUTTING DOWN.

Ugh.

Can't stop thinking.

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(Saturday, April 21, 2007-)
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# Sick.-

I don't know what to do.

I'm sick.

And I don't know what to do.

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# Unfair.-

It's unfair.

There are people out there homeless, living under bridges and overpasses.
People who build makeshift homes beside railroads and dumpsites, with nothing else to shelter them from the rain and storm.
People without a family.
People with a family of twelve to feed.
There are people out there going hungry, people lucky enough to be able to eat once a day.
People who can't even eat once a day.
People who can't afford a piece of bread. Can't afford anything.
People who beg on the streets for the last piece of whatever you are eating, that you would just throw away anyway.
People who beg on the streets for a few pieces of coins, that you would just leave in your pocket or sweep under the table anyway.
People who rummage through trash bins and dumpsites, just to look for a living.
People who are sick, but can't even afford to see a doctor. Can't even afford to commute to see a doctor. And even if they could, they wouldn't be able to afford the prescriptions anyway.
People who are old and lying on the streets. Waiting to die. Wanting to die.
People who are blind. Can't see the world. Lucky for them.
People who are crippled, deaf and mute.

What did they do to deserve it?

And here I am. I have everything.

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(Thursday, April 19, 2007-)
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# Cheats.-

UP UP DOWN DOWN LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT B A START.

GAME OVER dude.

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(Wednesday, April 18, 2007-)
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# Walls.-

Let me in.

Trust me.

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(Tuesday, April 17, 2007-)
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# ADD-

There are experts who argue that ADD is not really a learning disability, but a sign of giftedness. People with ADD, they say, do not do well in the classroom because they need a different kind of brain stimulation. Some claim that people with ADD can't retain their focus on class discussions because they think a lot faster than the teacher discusses. Some say ADDers have low tolerance for boredom and always need excitement in their life in order to keep sufficient amounts of dopamine flowing in their brain. An article I've read stated that people with ADD have IQs around twenty percent higher than the rest of the population.:)

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(Sunday, April 15, 2007-)
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# Summer.-

Summer.

100 degrees Fahrenheit.

The Fahrenheit temperature scale based 0 degrees on an estimate of the temperature someone would freeze to death, and 100 degrees on the temperature someone would die of heat exhaustion from, therefore making 0 to 100 the livable range for human beings [this, however, is not feasible with current knowledge because the human body has been proven to survive at temperatures well above and below these thresholds due to its thermoregulatory capabilities].

Rubidium melts at 101.8 F
Chrome nitrate melts at 98.6 F
Normal body temperature is from about 98 F to 100 F
Ethyl bromide boils at 101.1 F
Oleomargarine melts at between 95 F and 100 F
Combustible Liquid is a liquid having a flash point at or above 100 F.

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(Saturday, April 14, 2007-)
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# Perhaps.-

Perhaps. perhaps. perhaps.:(

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(Thursday, April 12, 2007-)
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# Nevermind me.-

Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just let myself out.

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(Wednesday, April 11, 2007-)
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# Enough.-

Enough is enough.

I just can't go on like this anymore.

I'm sorry.

If only I could reformat my brain.

Demmet.

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# Solitary wonder.-

Left-handed and ambidextrous people have 11% larger corpus callosa (the bundle of nerve fibers joining the right and left sides of the brain) than right handed people. An autopsy of Einstein's brain revealed a larger profusion of superficial capillaries interlacing the cerebral cortex than the average brain, as well as an additional amount of glial cells. Obviously the more we use and exercise our brain, the more it physically grows.

Studies have shown that ambidextrous people are more emotionally independent, more determined, more adaptable to new situations and more apt to handle problems without giving up.

And yes, left-handed and ambidextrous people can more talented, especially mathematically and in the visual-spatial arts.

Yeah. Right.

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(Tuesday, April 10, 2007-)
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# Love you.-

I want to love you madly
I want to love you now
I want to love you madly, way
I want to love you, love you
Love you madly.

I don't want to hold back
I don't want to slip down
I don't want to think back
To the one thing that I know
I should have done...

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# 6 AM-

6 AM.

You leave me sleepless once again.

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(Monday, April 9, 2007-)
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# Glorecki-

If I should die this very moment
I wouldn't fear
For I've never known completeness
Like being here
Wrapped in the warmth of you
Loving every breath of you
Still my heart this moment
Or it might burst

Could we stay right here
Until the end of time
'Til the earth stops turning
Wanna love you 'til the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for

All this time I've loved you
And never known your face
All this time I've missed you
And searched this human race
Here is true peace
Here my heart most calm
Safe in your soul
Bathed in your sighs

All I've known,
All I've done,
All I've felt,
Was leading to this
All I've known,
All I've done,
All I've felt,
Was leading to this

The one I've waited for

The one I've waited for

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# Amnesia-

Walking down Memory Lane,

blindfolded.

I'm already there, but I refuse to see.

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(Sunday, April 8, 2007-)
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# Cucumber-

1. Buy.

2. Remove from package.

3. Place in refrigerator.

4. Place one pad on each eye. Do not eat.

5. Leave for 10 - 15 minutes. Pray it works.

6. Take pictures of self looking stupid.

7. Remove slowly. Discard. Do not re-use.

WARNING: For external use only. If irritation occurs, rinse with warm water and discontinue use. Keep out of reach of children.

Soothing & Refreshing
Relaxes Tired Eyes,
Helps Reduce Puffiness

If only you would stop making me cry.

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# Thoughts-

My thoughts are eating me alive.

I wish I could just stop thinking.

Distract me.

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# Everything is one.-

Synchronicity is not coincidence, but one's frequency aligning with that of the universe.

What if we're tuned in to the same frequency, yet possess different amplitudes?

What if we possess the same amplitude, yet phase shifted 180 degrees apart?

We cancel.

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# Ghosts-

Ghosts.

Whether you believe in them or not,

they still come back to haunt you.

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(Saturday, April 7, 2007-)
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# Air-

No head no heart no hurry no hate no fun no muss no city no state
No card no kin no call no kiss no book no bread no hit no miss
No juice no laugh no love no sin
No hand to put my handshake in
No header no footer no girl no boy no good no better no touch no toy
There is only air
Where I used to care.

Empty. Lala.

Just don't mind me.

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# Test-

test123

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