Nyx in a Fishbowl

Nutcase

2007-09-04T21:42:00.000+08:00

The problem with people who are 'mentally gifted' is that they go crazy if they don't have anywhere to channel their 'intelligence' to. They need distraction, else their thoughts would slowly eat them up and drive them insane. This 'distraction' colud be in the form of music, sports, friends, and the like.

Not this time

2007-08-29T23:03:00.000+08:00

I've been sitting on my bed
With a glass on my hand
Tryin' to figure out a way for me to understand
Through this talk we've just had
The questions I have asked somebody yesterday
About the sign that's in your eyes
About the biggest smile
All your face in the way
Questions I have asked somebody how you feel
Only eyes reveal
Your answer's not for real

But I can't read you mind
Not this time

I just wanna know what you're going through
I don't feel wrong about asking you
But I can't read your mind
Not this time

There are times when you don't wanna say
That there are problems in your head that you can't explain
I have been that way
Baby there's a hunger, a kiss or two
But not forever do
If only I'd reach you

Maybe I'm a child
Maybe I'm a woman
Maybe I am old
Maybe I said something
Reasons, to push you away
Maybe I have laughed
Maybe I have cried
But never did I try
To put hurt on your side

I can't read your mind
Not this time

Carousel

2007-08-24T03:29:00.000+08:00

Hey, I thought of you today
I thought that I should tell you
How much I miss you
remember what you used to say?
'Forever, I hope that we'll remain this way.'

All this time, I've been thinkin' bout the way we used to play
the promises we made
you're everywhere I go I can't escape you,
when I close my eyes I see you
even in my sleep i think of you
I miss you.

Can we put the blame on the changing times?
where have all the years gone by?
so fast, so young,
so sure that this will never end
I'll always stand by you,
but forever was just too long.

The ironies of it, eh?

INFP

2007-08-20T22:18:00.000+08:00

Weee.

Behold the weirdo.

Haha.

About the INFP

Expert Quotes & Links

"To understand Healers, we must understand their idealism as almost boundless and selfless, inspiring them to make extraordinary sacrifices for someone or something they believe in. The Healer is the Prince or Princess of fairytale, the King's Champion or Defender of the Faith..."

- The Portrait of a Healer Idealist (Keirsey)

"INFPs are highly intuitive about people. They rely heavily on their intuitions to guide them, and use their discoveries to constantly search for value in life. They are on a continuous mission to find the truth and meaning underlying things. Every encounter and every piece of knowledge gained gets sifted through the INFP's value system, and is evaluated to see if it has any potential to help the INFP define or refine their own path in life."

- Portrait of an INFP (The Personality Page)

"creative, smart, idealist, loner, attracted to sad things, disorganized, avoidant, can be overwhelmed by unpleasant feelings..."

- INFP Jung Type Descriptions (similarminds.com)

"An INFP's feelings form the foundations of the individual. They are sacred and binding, in the sense that their emergence requires no further justification. An INFP's feelings are often guarded, kept safe from attack and ridicule. Only a few, close confidants are permitted entrance into this domain."

- INFP Profile (INFP Mailing List)

"Highly creative, artistic and spiritual, they can produce wonderful works of art, music and literature. INFPs are natural artists. They will find great satisfaction if they encourage and develop their artistic abilities. That doesn't mean that an INFP has to be a famous writer or painter in order to be content. Simply the act of "creating" will be a fulfilling source of renewal and refreshment to the INFP. An INFP should allow himself or herself some artistic outlet, because it will add enrichment and positive energy to their life."

- INFP Personal Growth (The Personality Page)

"INFPs never seem to lose their sense of wonder. One might say they see life through rose-colored glasses. It's as though they live at the edge of a looking-glassworld where mundane objects come to life, where flora and fauna take on near-human qualities."

- INFP Profile (TypeLogic)

"Their job must be fun, although not racous, and it must be meaningful to them. They need a strong purpose in their work. They want to be recognized and valued, without undue attention given to them. They may become embarrassed when make the center of attention. As a result, they may undersell their strengths in order to avoid being singled out and made to feel conspicuous. They would rather have their worth be noticed gradually over time."

- INFP - The Dreamer (Lifexplore)

Famous INFPs

Real INFP People

A. A. Milne - author (Winnie the Pooh)

Albert Schweitzer - theologian, musician, physician

Aldous Huxley - English author

Amy Tan - author (The Joy-Luck Club)

Annie Dillard - author (Pilgrim at Tinker Creek)

Audrey Hepburn - actress (Breakfast at Tiffany's)

Dick Clark - television personality

Donna Reed - acress

Fred Rogers - Mister Rogers' Neighborhood

Fred Savage - actor (The Wonder Years)

George Orwell - author, journalist

Helen Keller - deaf/blind author, activist, lecturer

Henry Wadsworth Longfellow - American poet

Isabel Myers - psychological theorist

J. R. R. Tolkien - writer (Lord of the Rings)

James Herriot - veterinary surgeon, writer

James Taylor - singer-songwriter, guitarist

John - Disciple of Jesus

John F. Kennedy, Jr. - lawyer, journalist, publisher

Laura Ingalls Wilder - author (Little House on the Prairie)

Lisa Kudrow - actress ("Phoebe" on Friends)

Luke - physician, author

Mary - Mother of Jesus

Mia Farrow - actress

Neil Diamond - musician

Peter Jackson - filmmaker (Lord of the Rings

Princess Diana - Princess of Wales

Scott Bakula - actor (Start Trek Enterprise)

Tom Brokaw - television journalist

Virgil - ancient Roman poet

William Shakespeare - English poet and playwright

Fictional INFPs (Characters)

Anne - Anne of Green Gables

Bastian Balthazar Bux - The Neverending Story

Calvin - Calvin and Hobbes

Deanna Troi - Star Trek: The Next Generation

Doctor Julian Bashir - Star Trek: Deep Space 9

Doug Funnie - Doug cartoon

E.T. - E.T. the Extra-Terrestrial

Fox Mulder - X-Files

Rocko - Rocko's Modern Life

Tommy Pickles - Rugrats

Wesley Crusher - Star Trek: The Next Generation

INFP Career Matches

INFPs are often happy with the following jobs which tend to match well with the Dreamer/Visionary personality.

Activist

Actor

Architect

Artist

Church Worker

Counselor

Editor

Educational Consultant

Employee Development Specialist

Fashion Designer

Filmmaker

Graphic/Web Designer

Holistic Health Practitioner

Human Resources

Journalist

Legal Mediator

Librarian

Massage Therapist

Minister

Missionary

Musician

Photographer

Physical Therapist

Psychologist/Counselor

Researcher

Social Scientist

Social Worker

Speech Pathologist

Teacher/Professor

Translator/Interpreter

Video Editor

Writer

Does anyone see 'Engineer'?

Haha.

Increase Bandwith

2007-08-20T03:52:00.000+08:00

INCREASING PC BANDWITH BY 25%

For some reasons by default upon installation of your Windows XP Win 2000 Microsoft reserves 20% of your available bandwidth for their own purposes like Windows Updates and interrogating your PC, etc.

Well you can have the option to override the default setting "Break the Rules" , if you change it to 0% thus the 20% increase in your bandwidth.

Click Start then Run and type gpedit.msc. This opens the group policy editor, then go to:

1.Local Computer Policy
2.Computer Configuration
3.Administrative Templates
4.Network
5.QOS Packet Scheduler
6.Limit Reservable Bandwidth.
7.Double click on Limit Reservable bandwidth.

It will say it is not configured, but the truth is under the Explain tab: "By default, the Packet Scheduler limits the system to 20 percent of the bandwidth of a connection, but you can use this setting to override the default."

So the trick is to ENABLE reservable bandwidth, then set it to ZERO = 0. This will allow the system to reserve nothing, rather than the default 20% (It works on Win 2000 as well.)

Consciousness

2007-08-20T03:43:00.000+08:00

I try to block you out of my consciousness, but I can't.

You keep on forcing yourself in.

You don't exist.

You never did.

Say

2007-08-12T00:31:00.000+08:00

There are a lot of things I need to say.

But sometimes, shutting up is the best thing to do.

Crap.

This is the second time I said this.

Free

2007-08-06T00:52:00.000+08:00

The most beautiful things in life are free.

Pisay Iloilo always had the most beautiful sunrises and sunsets...:)

Somewhere.

2007-08-05T21:25:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow is gonna make you cry
It's gonna make you kneel
Before it breaks you from inside
Still pressing on
Arm over arm
Still trying to get both feet back on to the ground
They are harvesting these fields in autumn
We're different now than when we started

I am ready to wake up
There in the exodus
On the beautiful side of somewhere, baby

There on the pavement, underneath the yellow moon
I think of you and just how easily we bruise
A folded address in my pocket, I have stopped
Trying to believe for you that the bottom didn't drop
I am on the platform, covered with dust
I pray they take the both of us, and

I am ready to wake up
There in the exodus
On the beautiful side of somewhere, baby

And I am ready to come down
And see us both somehow
On the beautiful side of somewhere, someday

Somewhere, someday

I am lighting matches for the rescue
Some are candles, some are fuses
Acting on my best behavior
Switching over every breaker

As we're plowing through these laws of nature
Disregarding every acre
I'm lying in my Sunday best
Assuming this was not a test, and

I am ready to wake up
There in the exodus
On the beautiful side of somewhere, baby

And I am ready to come down
And see us both somehow
On the beautiful side of somewhere, someday

Somewhere, someday

Beautiful side of somewhere.

I'll see you in the beautiful side of somewhere, someday.

Maybe not here, maybe not now.

Hair

2007-08-04T19:07:00.000+08:00

This is all your fault.

Quit

2007-08-04T18:55:00.000+08:00

And yesterday I saw you standing by the river,
And weren't those tears that filled your eyes,
And all the fish that lay in dirty water dying,
Had they got you hypnotized?
And yesterday I saw you kissing tiny flowers,
But all that lives is born to die.
And so I say to you that nothing really matters,
And all you do is stand and cry.

I quit.

Give up.

Surrender.

White flag.

Missing...

2007-07-16T18:41:00.000+08:00

I have seen the new moon, but not you. I have seen sunsets and sunrises, but nothing of your beautiful face. The pieces of my broken heart are so small that they could be passed through the eye of a needle. I miss you like the sun misses the flower; like the sun misses the flower in the depths of winter. Instead of beauty to direct its light to, the heart hardens like the frozen world your absence has banished me to...

Please.

2007-07-07T16:16:00.000+08:00

Even the identity matrix doesn't work normally.

Depression

2007-07-02T19:54:00.000+08:00

Depression has once again hit an all time low.

If f'(x) < 0 on an open interval extending left from x0 and f'(x) > 0 on an open interval extending right from x0, then f has a relative minima at x0.

What is f(x)?

A sinusoidal function?

If so, my all time low should occur at every period, which is not so.

A linearly decreasing function?

Probably, but linearlities do not exist in real life.

Better yet, an exponential decay.

Yes. Perfect. My relative minima does not exist. My life approaches zero as time draws closer to infinity.

I used to be happy. You used to make me happy, really. I don't know what happenned. Or maybe I do...

Awww.

2007-07-02T16:16:00.000+08:00

This is just too effin' sweet...:(

Sob.

2007-07-01T14:37:00.000+08:00

I WANNA WATCH TRANSFORMERS!!!

Demmet. I've been dying to watch it ever since a year ago! Sob. But everybody watched it already.:( Boo. Anybody care to watch it with me, please? Pretty please? Pretty pretty please?

Waaah. Saaaaad.:(

Serotonin

2007-06-15T20:59:00.000+08:00

Serotonin is a neurotransmitter (a chemical messenger) produced by nerve cells in the brain that is used by the nerves to communicate with one another. A nerve releases the serotonin it produces into the space surrounding it. The serotonin either travels across the space and attaches to receptors on the surface of nearby nerves or it attaches to receptors on the surface of the nerve that produced it, to be taken up by the nerve and released again (a process referred to as re-uptake). A balance is reached for serotonin between attachment to the nearby nerves and reuptake. Selective serotonin inhibitors block the reuptake of serotonin and therefore change the level of serotonin in the brain. It is believed that some illnesses such as depression are caused by disturbances in the balance between serotonin and other neurotransmitters.

Selective serotonin reuptake inhibitors (SSRI). Drugs in this class are Prozac (fluoxetine), Paxil (paroxetine), Celexa (citalopram), Zoloft (sertraline), and Luvox (fluvoxamine).

You badly need this. Really.

Kill Brain

2007-06-14T21:50:00.000+08:00

HOW TO KILL BRAIN CELLS

Could not find step-by-step instructions though, but I guess this would be adequate enough.

Critical

2007-06-08T15:34:00.000+08:00

I think too much.

I over-analyze.

I'm too critical.

I'm extremely high-strung.

I'm problemizing problems that aren't problemizable in the first place.

Dum.

Dum.

Dum.

I'm such a moron.

Okay Nikki, that was harsh.

Yes, I think too much.

Drama

2007-06-05T12:59:00.000+08:00

I'm such a drama queen, and it is not good.

Birthday

2007-06-05T12:13:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to me...

Four days ago.:)

Weeee.

Just arrived from a week-long errrr... 'vacation'.

Pics/vids at multiply.

Click meeee for pictures!

Click meeee for videos!

I miss everybody.

And I know you miss me.

You do! You do! You do!

Haha.

It pays to be conceited (and vain) sometimes. Just sometimes.:)

Don't miss me too much. I'll be back in a week.:)

Nightmares

2007-05-29T19:31:00.000+08:00

A dream is the experience of envisioned images, sounds, or other sensations during sleep. It occurs in humans, most mammals, and some birds. The events of dreams are often impossible or unlikely to occur in physical reality, and are usually outside the control of the dreamer.

Both Sigmund Freud and Carl Jung identify dreams as an interaction between the unconscious and the conscious. They also assert together that the unconscious is the dominant force of the dream, and in dreams it conveys its own mental activity to the perceptive faculty. While Freud felt that there was an active censorship against the unconscious even during sleep, Jung argued that the dream's bizarre quality is an efficient language, comparable to poetry and uniquely capable of revealing the underlying meaning. Fritz Perls presented his theory of dreams following the holistic nature of gestalt therapy. Dreams are seen as being projections of parts of oneself. Often these are parts that have been ignored, rejected or even suppressed. One aim of gestalt dream analysis is to accept and reintegrate these. According to Perls, the dream needs to be accepted in its own right - not broken down and analysed out of existence.

I am forcing myself to block you out of my conscious mind, and here you come seeping into my unconscious sleep.

I've had dreams of you for the past three nights.

More like nightmares to me.

Haha. Rhymes.

gone

2007-05-29T08:26:00.000+08:00

I'll be gone for a week, meaning, I won't be online.

Don't miss me too much.

As if somebody actually will.:(

Halfway

2007-05-26T20:07:00.000+08:00

Halfway around the world.

Figured it out?

Give away

2007-05-24T17:24:00.000+08:00

I'm giving it away.

Find out what it means.

Hate love

2007-05-22T19:48:00.000+08:00

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain.

I hate love.

Something I used to feel... I guess.

Something I haven't felt in a long, long time.

Talk.

2007-05-20T22:04:00.000+08:00

There are a lot of things I can't say.

Until now.

Conversation

2007-05-20T21:48:00.000+08:00

Time can heal the deepest of wounds.

But there will always be scars.

And there will always laser treatments.:)

Money

2007-05-17T01:04:00.001+08:00

Money sucks.

But it makes the world go round.

Time

2007-05-14T23:50:00.000+08:00

Why do I have this feeling that I can't catch up with my own life?

Am I too slow or is it too fast?

It all depends on your frame of reference.

Waiting.III

2007-05-14T00:19:00.000+08:00

You keep on searching and waiting for something that isn't there, not being content with the fact that all you ever needed is right behind you.

Turn around before it disappears.

You.

2007-05-12T22:53:00.000+08:00

You.

You.

You.

You.

Believe it.

It's you.

.....

Nikki is now enclosing herself in a shell.

63% Iron, 18.5% Nickel, 12% Cobalt, 4.8% Molybdenum, 1.4% Titanium, and 0.03% Carbon, 0.3% other.

Ultimate tensile strength = 2400 megapascals.

Convert = 348000 pounds per square inch.

Start hammering.:)

Drops of Jupiter

2007-05-06T18:38:00.000+08:00

Tell me did you sail accross the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there...

Waiting.II

2007-05-05T20:19:00.000+08:00

What do I have left to do?

Demmet.

Insert extreme sadness here.

Haiku.:)

2007-05-03T00:40:00.000+08:00

Haikus are easy
But sometimes they don't make sense
Hippopotamus.:)

Insignificant.

2007-05-02T22:25:00.000+08:00

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Just an insignificant little speck.

One of a million billion stars...

Yet unique.

Status

2007-05-01T22:15:00.000+08:00

HTTP Error.

400 Bad Request
401 Unauthorized
402 Payment Required
403 Forbidden
404 Not Found
405 Method Not Allowed
406 Not Acceptable
407 Proxy Authentication Required
408 Request Timeout
409 Conflict
410 Gone

HTTP 410: GONE

Capital.

2007-04-30T21:19:00.000+08:00

I hate capital letters.

They scare me.

If I really loved you.

2007-04-30T02:41:00.000+08:00

Click for larger image.

Universe. 2

2007-04-29T22:22:00.000+08:00

Well I think we've sorted all that out now. If you'd like to know, I can tell you that in your Universe you move freely in three dimensions that you call space. You move in a straight line in a fourth, which you call time, and stay rooted to one place in a fifth, which is the first fundamental of probability. After that it gets a bit complicated, and there's all sorts of stuff going on in dimensions 13 to 22 that you really wouldn't want to know about. All you really need to know for the moment is that the Universe is a lot more complicated then you might think.

Happens.

2007-04-29T00:03:00.001+08:00

Anything that happens, happens. Anything that, in happening, causes something else to happen, causes something else to happen. Anything that, in happening, causes itself to happen again, happens again. It doesn’t necessarily do it in chronological order,though.

Universe.

2007-04-28T23:46:00.000+08:00

There is a theory which states that if ever anybody discovers exactly what the Universe is for and why it is here, it will instantly disappear and be replaced by something even more bizarre and inexplicable. There is another theory which states that this has already happened.

Candles

2007-04-28T16:20:00.000+08:00

There are 32 days till your next birthday,
on which your cake will have 20 candles.

Those 20 candles produce 20 BTUs,
or 5,040 Calories of heat (that's only 5.0400 food Calories!).
You can boil 2.29 ounces of water with that many candles.

Yes, as well as increase the toxic levels of the household by --% /*Nikki, remember to research on this.*/

Burning candles emit pollutants such as benzene, styrene, toluene, acetone and particulate matter. Some core wicks have even been found to be made of lead.

Death by candlelight.

How tragic.

Feeling

2007-04-28T16:17:00.000+08:00

It's a funny feeling, waking up one morning, realizing...:)

Insert.

2007-04-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

Insert smile here.

Serendipity

2007-04-26T21:42:00.000+08:00

Serendipity is the effect by which one accidentally discovers something fortunate, especially while looking for something else entirely.

So does this mean I have to look for someone else just to find you?

Ghosts. II

2007-04-26T21:19:00.000+08:00

Ghosts.

They can come back to haunt you over and over again.

But they still can't change the fact that they are dead.

Cry

2007-04-25T23:09:00.000+08:00

You never fail.

Never fail.

Stay awake.

2007-04-22T22:16:00.000+08:00

Will you stay awake for me?

Missing.

2007-04-22T20:04:00.000+08:00

Something to do out of boredom. And heat exhaustion.:)

Cuuuuute!

That's my sister, by the way.:)

I miss the beach. Just burrying myself in the sand. Staring at the horizon where the sea meets the sky. Watching the sunset. Listening to the sound of the waves as they crash into the shore. When, for a moment in time, you don't have to think about anything... Don't have to think about anything.

Switch

2007-04-22T00:59:00.000+08:00

1 AM.

Can't sleep.

Can't stop thinking.

Now wouldn't this be nice?

CLICK.

SHUT DOWN.

ARE YOU SURE YOU WANT TO SHUT DOWN NIKKI'S BRAIN?

NIKKI'S BRAIN IS NOW SHUTTING DOWN.

Ugh.

Can't stop thinking.

Sick.

2007-04-21T22:32:00.000+08:00

I don't know what to do.

I'm sick.

And I don't know what to do.

Unfair.

2007-04-21T12:06:00.000+08:00

It's unfair.

There are people out there homeless, living under bridges and overpasses.
People who build makeshift homes beside railroads and dumpsites, with nothing else to shelter them from the rain and storm.
People without a family.
People with a family of twelve to feed.
There are people out there going hungry, people lucky enough to be able to eat once a day.
People who can't even eat once a day.
People who can't afford a piece of bread. Can't afford anything.
People who beg on the streets for the last piece of whatever you are eating, that you would just throw away anyway.
People who beg on the streets for a few pieces of coins, that you would just leave in your pocket or sweep under the table anyway.
People who rummage through trash bins and dumpsites, just to look for a living.
People who are sick, but can't even afford to see a doctor. Can't even afford to commute to see a doctor. And even if they could, they wouldn't be able to afford the prescriptions anyway.
People who are old and lying on the streets. Waiting to die. Wanting to die.
People who are blind. Can't see the world. Lucky for them.
People who are crippled, deaf and mute.

What did they do to deserve it?

And here I am. I have everything.

Cheats.

2007-04-19T20:02:00.000+08:00

UP UP DOWN DOWN LEFT RIGHT LEFT RIGHT B A START.

GAME OVER dude.

Walls.

2007-04-18T00:32:00.000+08:00

Let me in.

Trust me.

ADD

2007-04-17T01:33:00.001+08:00

There are experts who argue that ADD is not really a learning disability, but a sign of giftedness. People with ADD, they say, do not do well in the classroom because they need a different kind of brain stimulation. Some claim that people with ADD can't retain their focus on class discussions because they think a lot faster than the teacher discusses. Some say ADDers have low tolerance for boredom and always need excitement in their life in order to keep sufficient amounts of dopamine flowing in their brain. An article I've read stated that people with ADD have IQs around twenty percent higher than the rest of the population.:)

Summer.

2007-04-15T23:59:00.000+08:00

Summer.

100 degrees Fahrenheit.

The Fahrenheit temperature scale based 0 degrees on an estimate of the temperature someone would freeze to death, and 100 degrees on the temperature someone would die of heat exhaustion from, therefore making 0 to 100 the livable range for human beings [this, however, is not feasible with current knowledge because the human body has been proven to survive at temperatures well above and below these thresholds due to its thermoregulatory capabilities].

Rubidium melts at 101.8 F
Chrome nitrate melts at 98.6 F
Normal body temperature is from about 98 F to 100 F
Ethyl bromide boils at 101.1 F
Oleomargarine melts at between 95 F and 100 F
Combustible Liquid is a liquid having a flash point at or above 100 F.

Perhaps.

2007-04-14T18:01:00.000+08:00

Perhaps. perhaps. perhaps.:(

Nevermind me.

2007-04-12T18:40:00.000+08:00

Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just cast shadows on your walls
Nevermind me, nevermind me
I'll just let myself out.

Enough.

2007-04-11T02:45:00.000+08:00

Enough is enough.

I just can't go on like this anymore.

I'm sorry.

If only I could reformat my brain.

Demmet.

Solitary wonder.

2007-04-11T01:04:00.000+08:00

Left-handed and ambidextrous people have 11% larger corpus callosa (the bundle of nerve fibers joining the right and left sides of the brain) than right handed people. An autopsy of Einstein's brain revealed a larger profusion of superficial capillaries interlacing the cerebral cortex than the average brain, as well as an additional amount of glial cells. Obviously the more we use and exercise our brain, the more it physically grows.

Studies have shown that ambidextrous people are more emotionally independent, more determined, more adaptable to new situations and more apt to handle problems without giving up.

And yes, left-handed and ambidextrous people can more talented, especially mathematically and in the visual-spatial arts.

Yeah. Right.

Love you.

2007-04-10T06:44:00.001+08:00

I want to love you madly
I want to love you now
I want to love you madly, way
I want to love you, love you
Love you madly.

I don't want to hold back
I don't want to slip down
I don't want to think back
To the one thing that I know
I should have done...

6 AM

2007-04-10T06:38:00.000+08:00

6 AM.

You leave me sleepless once again.

Glorecki

2007-04-09T18:28:00.000+08:00

If I should die this very moment
I wouldn't fear
For I've never known completeness
Like being here
Wrapped in the warmth of you
Loving every breath of you
Still my heart this moment
Or it might burst

Could we stay right here
Until the end of time
'Til the earth stops turning
Wanna love you 'til the seas run dry
I've found the one I've waited for

All this time I've loved you
And never known your face
All this time I've missed you
And searched this human race
Here is true peace
Here my heart most calm
Safe in your soul
Bathed in your sighs

All I've known,
All I've done,
All I've felt,
Was leading to this
All I've known,
All I've done,
All I've felt,
Was leading to this

The one I've waited for

The one I've waited for

Amnesia

2007-04-09T17:46:00.000+08:00

Walking down Memory Lane,

blindfolded.

I'm already there, but I refuse to see.

Cucumber

2007-04-08T22:06:00.000+08:00

1. Buy.

2. Remove from package.

3. Place in refrigerator.

4. Place one pad on each eye. Do not eat.

5. Leave for 10 - 15 minutes. Pray it works.

6. Take pictures of self looking stupid.

7. Remove slowly. Discard. Do not re-use.

WARNING: For external use only. If irritation occurs, rinse with warm water and discontinue use. Keep out of reach of children.

Soothing & Refreshing
Relaxes Tired Eyes,
Helps Reduce Puffiness

If only you would stop making me cry.

Thoughts

2007-04-08T20:34:00.000+08:00

My thoughts are eating me alive.

I wish I could just stop thinking.

Distract me.

Everything is one.

2007-04-08T19:53:00.000+08:00

Synchronicity is not coincidence, but one's frequency aligning with that of the universe.

What if we're tuned in to the same frequency, yet possess different amplitudes?

What if we possess the same amplitude, yet phase shifted 180 degrees apart?

We cancel.

Ghosts

2007-04-08T19:48:00.000+08:00

Ghosts.

Whether you believe in them or not,

they still come back to haunt you.

Air

2007-04-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

No head no heart no hurry no hate no fun no muss no city no state
No card no kin no call no kiss no book no bread no hit no miss
No juice no laugh no love no sin
No hand to put my handshake in
No header no footer no girl no boy no good no better no touch no toy
There is only air
Where I used to care.

Empty. Lala.

Just don't mind me.

Test

2007-04-07T20:38:00.001+08:00

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